When life took everything from me, even until death, and i had nothing left, my only choice was to walk by faith. The skies are now a little less dark and my heart is a little less heavy but still the end of the long, dark tunnel seems so far away that i struggle some days just to hold my ground but i know, in the end, the dawn will come even if i have to wait my whole life through.
Recently i have been waiting for God to change something in my life while i just stood still and prayed. Now i know that standing still is not the answer. So on bruised feet and with a broken heart i tentatively step forward one step at a time. I am still not 100% sure i am heading in the right direction or if i am doing the right thing but no matter in faith i will step out of the darkness and into the light of a new morning. Knowing that God will carry me in his arms when i can walk no longer. He will teach me new skills so i can reach back and help others along the same track.
With fear i ponder, if people will accept the new me? Will they like the way that life has moulded me? I do not know. All i know is that in faith i walk with God every day for always and forever.