from fat to thin

Thursday, 1 September 2011

Always and Forever

When life took everything from me, even until death, and i had nothing left, my only choice was to walk by faith. The skies are now a little less dark and my heart is a little less heavy but still the end of the long, dark tunnel seems so far away that i struggle some days just to hold my ground but i know, in the end, the dawn will come even if i have to wait my whole life through. 

Recently i have been waiting for God to change something in my life while i just stood still and prayed. Now i know that standing still is not the answer. So on bruised feet and with a broken heart i tentatively step forward one step at a time. I am still not 100% sure i am heading in the right direction or if i am doing the right thing but no matter in faith i will step out of the darkness and into the light of a new morning. Knowing that God will carry me in his arms when i can walk no longer. He will teach me new skills so i can reach back and help others along the same track.

With fear i ponder, if people will accept the new me? Will they like the way that life has moulded me? I do not know. All i know is that in faith i walk with God every day for always and forever.


  1. Walking by faith takes such courage but God will reward you for it. He loves it when we take chances with him.

    And your courage is inspiring to others, like me, who just read about it. Praying for you!

  2. Thank you for your comment. Life as a way of sending us down paths we never imagined possible. Thank you for your prayers, has a family the prayers of others are deeply felt.